Zoë is just Terry with Tits

and i'm damned if i do and damned if i don't
so here is to drinks in the dark at the end of my rope
and i'm ready to suffer and i'm ready to hope
it's a shot in the dark and right at my throat
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WARDED TO JTAZ

Hi!

WARDED TO ANTHONY

Are you asleep?

WARDED TO LAVENDER

Hi. I didn't want to get out of my hammock so I'm just writing you.

Um. I don't really know who's in charge here besides Neville and I think Mich and he's a little scary so maybe you can help?

How do I get Jack, Andrew and Tommy here? Because if they don't come here they're going to di be kil it's going to be bad. If they don't kill th seriously hurt them tonight it'll be soon. You know that. And it'll be partly mostly my fault.

Warded to JTAZ

I left. With Terry and Julianna. I didn't know she was going. I'm sorry I didn't tell you and I'm sorry I didn't bring you with me but Terry said maybe we could get you guys out later. I'm sorry if you get tortured because of me. I don't think sorry can really cover that though. I don't know what to say. I left the box of tampots that I had left on Andrew's bed before going down to dinner. I know it's not much but.

I'm sorry

[page torn out]

This school has gone completely, utterly, fucking insane. And that's the second pair of shoes I've lost in det

WARDED TO TOMMY

What the fuck is wrong with Andrew?

And are you okay? I tried to stop him.

WARDED TO TERRY

terry i need help please please please be around help!

WARDED TO VICTORIA

i'm warding terry now what the fuck are we going to do??

WARDED AGAINST IS (EXCL: HANNAH & HYE SUNG)

I thought if I didn't look at my journal anymore that maybe things wouldn't be so shitty.

Silly huh?

What would happen if all of us just refused to go along with anything the Carrow's did? Just one big school wide strike? Would they kill all of us?

Probably.

WARDED TO HYE SUNG

Thank you again for taking Marigold. I'm sorry I cried so much. I'm just scared for her. Um. Make sure her sandbox is to the right of her bed and her food to her left. And not too far from her because she can't walk really well and she can't see so she only knows they're there from memory. And she gets the potion in the little blue vile in her food in the morning and the one from the purple vile in her food at night. And I'll come by when Fletwock is in a class I don't have so I can comb her since she can't do that herself. And I'll give you a shirt to put in her bed so she smells me in case she misses me.

Does she miss me do you think?

JTZ

I hate this. Seeing him up there. I wish we could sneak one of us in there to hug him.

WARDED TO JTZ

Any idea where Andrew is? I've looked in like, every cart.

WARDED TO ANDREW (charmed to wail like a cat in heat until answered)

Where are you?Did you oversleep?

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WARDED TO LAVENDER

oh my god i am so fucking sorry i don't know why i said that and i want to die. are you okay?

why my brthdy is btter than yurs

1) thers a whoooooooooool week withot schol
3- freee drinks evn thogh i can get thm myslf
2 i bought a nwe jurnal!!

This assignment is stupid. I'm not going to help design something Carrow can just use to torture my friends.

Well that was cathartic and surprisingly unpainful.

WARDED TO JTAZ

I'm sorry. Tommy I tried to cool things down for you, did it help at all?

WARDED PRIVATE

( Things I Hate )

WARDED TO TERRY

Hi

I should be glad it's the weekend. But I just want to sleep through it.

WARDED TO TOMMY

I'm a terrible person. You shouldn't be friends with me because I will betray you.

WARDED TO TERRY

Why didn't you give me a heads up about

WARDED To JTAZ

Can we do something or kick something or just

I hate Tuesdays. And Wednesdays. And Thursdays. And Fridays too. I think my week should only last Saturday until Monday and then just keep those three days. Though even they were shitty this w At least I'm almost done with detentions.

And I don't know why everyone is complaining about the pamphlets. Healing is a skill everyone should know. Especially when you get all your things to Heal yourself and others confiscated. Because, oh no, they're so fucking dangerous.

[Added after this] WARDED TO HANNAH AND MEGAN

Can I ask you for some advice? I don't think Andrew, Tommy and Jack would understand and I can't ask Lav don't know who else to ask.

If we all pretend that the end of that dance was just a hallucination - or will a drunken blackout by that point - the dance wasn't as bad as I feared it would be. And now I have a wedding dress.

Speaking of that dress, I'd really like my denims and jumper back if anyone knows how to fix it.

WARDED TO JTAZ

So apparently IS is sleeping outside the dormitories now. I found this out when I stepped on Runcorn. Oops.

Detention 3 weeks and running now. Don't tell Terry

Happy birthday to the best and most amazing brother ever! Hope the fact that we're at school doesn't make your day too shitty. Also, anything I would get you for your birthday is probably contraband, so let's just celebrate our collective birthday over Easter hols, deal?

Oh, and happy Valentine's day to everyone else.

WARDED TO TERRY

Also I hope you get to dance with Megan at some point tonight because I think this has potential!

WARDED TO JTAZ

Pre party and After party. Where and when?

[written immediately after dark arts]

WARDED TO TERRY

he cruciated all of them first tommys cruppy becuse he was just mad and then tommy tried to save the cruppy and he cruciated tommy and it was awful and he was screaming and jack yelled at carrow and then he cruciated jack and andrew was so mad he mad his cruppy bite carrow and carrow cruciated him and the cruppy and i was crying so hard i couldnt even cast the spell and my cruppy kept getting crucioed and it was awful and i wanted to yell at him because what the fuck is wrong with him and why is he doing this and i didnt say anything and now i feel like a terrible person because i should have but i was so scared and upset and i cant breathe terry i dont think i can breathe